Good Morning!

..Hello Stranger .. @tonys is the wallpaper ..paperdolls ??..😊..

You know I cant even find it now, but it was a letter from @saturnzoon , a while back, something about 10 dollars that

dragged me from slumber. Made me cry. The life and death difference 10 bucks can make. So many, so precariously poised on the ledge of disaster. The daily difference between misery and a warm meal that this rotten system subjects so many too, Surely this cant be it. There has to come a day when I'll wake again, properly , free from greed dreams. People just sharing and caring.

I'm so sad for you Saturn and out off words on this for now. Take care all. tonys.

@TAB Hey bro. got to go. @Bunniekins @StuF @Former-Member @Glisten n all.

Bugger all gets through my tough hide but OH boy.. bet you all welled up when you read Sats letter too. Bye for now folks..

Hello @tonys great to see your lovely posts here on SANE again. I'll just keep this short. I have been listening to this with headphones. Its lifted so many veils for me. Its amazing how clear you can feel afterwards. I'm so glad I uploaded it to my ipod. It just clears away so much negativity. I feel like a brand new person. Wondered if you might want to listen to it, I dunno. I wondered how much my energetic body had been damaged by the difficulties/trauma I had faced throughout my life. It seems to be all gone now and just a distant memory. It makes me feel happy and at peace with myself. What a great way to end the year. Sending you my love and hoping 2024 is a better year for you!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9X8ciWHGyI&t=4s

@tonys thinking of you tonys over christmas. lighting a candle for you for hope.xx

Good to hear from you @tonys it would be so amazing if one day we would be all equal not having to worry about where we live, what we have, money not needed and a life full of joy, love and happiness, a new world of humanity. Hope you get some peace through this Xmas period

Oh how we can dream

Moods all over the place today so far been staying in bed, trying to get myself to front room, only just taken meds now. Going to see lights tonight so have till then to get my head in Xmas spirit again

Wishing everyone a lovely day @TAB @Historylover @Former-Member @Bunniekins @Oaktree

@StuF @Meowmy @Glisten @Bill16 @StanD @Shaz51 @oceangirl @Adge @Zoe7 and all formuties family

So happy to see you @tonys !

But sad things have been tough(er than usual) for you.

Take care in there; give 'em hell (well, that's probably inappropriate, but yeah, keep up the fight)

All the best of the season...bring on 2024

PS I hope they give you a bit of a break over the Christmas/New Year period?

take it easy @saturnzoon hope you have a good Christmas. just realised xmas eve is day after tomoz ffs lol ...

Hello @TAB well this rotten moon/uranus transit for me is still playing up. All kinds of things that could otherwise have been testing my nerves. The transit lasts until mid January! lol

Thank God for fluorite crystal - it creates order out of chaos! I love fluorite for transits such as these. I feel poised and in control. Fluorite has a wonderful way of creating calm and serenity when this go awry. Stuff can be erupting all over the scene but you are as cool as a cucumber.

Yesterday was having serious problems with accessing the cloud for photos on my phone and got locked out and today the computer went bung.

Spoke to tech wizard the day right before holidays and he gave me some tips as best he could but I found myself in the jungle lol

Had to download a new MacOS for my computer and the download was temperamental. It took a long while to download and the computer just kept rebooting itself many times over. Eeks! Well its all working now.

All I need now is Santa coming through my chimney and forget to leave milk and biscuits! lol

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Hello All,

The hard bit ...

@saturnzoon @Bunniekins @Former-Member @TAB @everyone

Hello @saturnzoon I'm StanD. Apologies, I have not been on the forums too much. (I have missed my friends) I am personally not caught up with your story. I am hearing grief & hardship. I wish I could give you the magic words to take away the pain. For me, it helps if I let myself know that I can feel how I feel.

Only I know my story. Only I can be know the insurmountable blackness, that I have endured, & the personal affect it has had on me.

Your feelings are valid.

I am not a trained professional, I can share what my beautiful psychologist said to me (part of my home work, I guess)

"A thought is only a thought. Not fact."

I am spending Christmas alone this year. I would love to have a beautiful family who would cherish me as I walked in the door. Alas, they were not the cards dealt to me.

We are a kind of family on here. At least this is my belief. People on here, have said words to me, that got me thru my darkest whirlpool abyss.

Biological family - never said words to me.

You sound like a beautiful soul. I am good at picking up on energies. I can feel you are decent, well rounded person. Heartbroken maybe, like me.

I'm sending you love, and everyone who happens to read this. Love, love, love.

Last night, I learnt about love for myself.

@Former-Member I will def. Play your solfeggios on my swish new headphones. And hey ❤️

My new house is getting along with me.

Previously, I was imprisoned in dv relationship of 20 years.

It's strange. I don't know what I'm 'allowed' to do. A 46 year old female, for the first time ever - simply being.

I don't care if I've gone overboard. I spent last few hours making a magical fairy garden.

I ALWAYS wanted to do that. I'm allowed. I have windchimes that sounds like fairies dancing. It is about 3 weeks I have been here now.

I really want to share my efforts with anyone who is interested.

(Yes TAB - I've gone completely soft. FYI - I don't get hangovers, like At All, must be my super power? What is yours?)

Not felt like drinking last few days. Maybe today? Or tonight?

I talk lots.

Hang in there @saturnzoon thankyou so much for including me.

Sneak peak😎

xx

StanD

@tonys You won’t see this post until 2024 and I believe all of your Forum family would agree with me, that your 2023 rehab has required an Olympic athlete’s level of commitment.

I sincerely hope that you hit your peak as 2024 approaches and the first quarter of 2024 gives you blue skies and fair weather sailing with the breeze.

We will all be here waiting for your ship to arrive safely into Forum harbour.

See you on the other side bro.

G