Good Morning!

My cow who I feared as a poddy,and a few I could put my arms around and hug,call her name and she'd look up,and she'd follow me and her family would follow....only thing was I could not do anything in the cattle yard with them because they were spoilt!lol @outlander, @TAB

aww thats cute @Former-Member

gtg now having a moment and remind me to speak to gp on tuesday about kidney pain

Family life and decisions can be so hard.

It is good that you are posting and learning about working through your feelings.

Hi @Bubbles3

I am sorry to hear your having such a hard time, please remember to call one of the crisis lines if you need to talk or are not feeling safe

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Beyondblue: 1300 22 4636 or web chat

Or If in immediate danger: 000

I am also emailing you now

Hi @TAB - I know what you mean about not wanting to leave the farm - there is a magic about living on one. So peaceful and one with nature. Talking to the animals quite the norm (only in trouble if you can understand them when they talk back lol!).

I remember that I could "actually smell the air" - it was so clean...Many who visited use to comment the same so no, I hadn't lost it lol! Those were the days. Next best thing for me is the beach....my happy place.

Hope you are okay @Bubbles3. I must of missed something as I thought you were having a good day cleaning? xx