Good Morning!

Sounds familiar re siblings The Will etc for surviving parent ie father is open secret ..to anyone who's not me..sister danced around at xmas saying she was favourite child now.. she has all control now and wants her share as well even tho doesn't need it. Just to feed her ego. Yeah don't have any contact with most of them

@Former-Member re previous

@Determined,I question at times,my father's actions,eg:if I swore,he would be trying to break my door down to hit me.Not that he did.Once my sister's were fighting in the pool and I was getting out climbing the ladder and he threw a scrubbing brush and hit me on the forehead causing ********.He was a great dad,but I think it helped my anxiety problem.Plus it was obvious him and my mother and the relatives favoured the eldest sister because she was pretty etc.It does affect you in self worth etc.I was abusing obese from the age of four,which I also blame my mother for and the fact that something wasn't right in the nurturing process.Im not feeling sorry for myself but I have had to sort out my thoughts over the past five years.

Yes @TAB,my sister knew how to twist my parents around her finger.

Haha @BambiFawn maybe fluffy's an atheist soz lol 😀

Well that's def been happening last few or more years here. She doesn't/didn't care about either of them til when she thought something to gain even if emotionally @Former-Member

Hello everyone just need a big hug tonight
That's all I want in the world is a hug from somebody who loves me and cares about me

I'd accept just a human tonight re hugs ok animals would do lol @Former-Member 😀