Good Morning!

@Catcakes thank you both for the thoughts @Faith-and-Hope

Right now, opting out of everything I've been doing to move forward seems like the only option to managing on an ongoing basis, but I know that isn't productive in the long run.

Every. time. I. reach. out. I. am. slapped. back. You'd think I'd 'know my place' by now!

It took me a whole lot of brave to say what I did (and I was mindful of others and words used and all that stuff) and to have it so cavalierly reduced to the need to look out for others, just ends the life inside me a little bit more (there's no much left let me tell you).

I'm cooking apples for what is supposed to become multiple apple cakes and apple crumble so that is something that will have to be completed 'cos I can't stand waste. There will be tears mixed into it though unless I'm careful of where they fall.

Going to have a shower and wash away all the stupid and hurt. (thank you for helping, means a lot)

Yes, with cream, have a supply of cream on hand.

The shower helped, and so did you @Catcakes, thank you so much. I will take the development of the apples and cake over to the craft spot so my antics can amuse someone who might drop by there.

Thank you to @Catcakes @Faith-and-Hope @TAB

Apologies to others for bothering you here with my issues. It won't happen again.

Good morning @Ant7 and all who pass this way.