Good Morning!

Hi @Former-Member unfortunately not a great night. Got about 2 hours sleep before it all begun. Med change isn;t going great either So a very slow day here today. Miss 12 has been so nice, she made me a tea and brought it into me. I don't know what I did to deserve her, she has got such a sweet heart.

Hopefully this new boyfriend treats her well as yes, the last thing you want is to see your child hurt again. Hopefully you have a nice time whilst they are there

Oh wow @TAB - that is really interesting about your dad. I love history - always interested to learn more about the experiences with your dad. I hope to find out more about my family history when I visit as I wasn't told much - just names and some details of their immigration, and that I have countless relatives there as they had big families.

I have heard of Trier, Hannover, Düsseldorf and Halle but not familiar with the rest. I bet the Ober Harz mountains were beautiful...I will have to make sure I take that trip when I visit. Did you also visit Austria when you were there? I heard it's breathtaking.

Thank you @Former-Member ❤️

Oh I was so disappointed to read that you only managed 2 hours before it started again (did you mean the nightmares?). I suffered them I think it was about 2 years every night - not good. It's only finally the last three weeks they have settled. I am not sure if that was because of a new medicine I took or the stress of my daughter's situation lifted as they happened relatively at the same time.

Miss 12 sounds like a beautiful person like her mother. She obtained her beautiful nature through you - it penetrates through the screen @Former-Member. Your posts warm me like that. Sometimes the best people suffer the most and give the most. I am not sure why this is but I do know the world is a better place for people like you in it.

Are you seeing your treating professional soon to fill him in about the med change? Sometimes they take time to work properly as it takes a bit to get into the system I have found. Depending on what type they are though. It can be frustrating as there can be a lengthy trial and error period. I hope you find something that works for you soon.

I so hope you sleep a littler easier tonight. Will be thinking of you. Taking it easier today sounds like a good idea @Former-Member and to keep warm and soothed in the warmth of your daughter's love. One day at a time for us both my friend. Thinking of you ❤️

well i had 14 hour sleep. just had a shower . now im feel fresh. how is everyone this afternoon

Horse steaks @TAB - eeewww 😝 No way lol !! But definitely yes to the beer 🍻 I would love to see the roman ruins - you are getting me quite excited about this trip haha!