Flower back & starting over

Hi @Former-Member

Just wanted to let you know that I get like that too. I don't like it either. It upsets me.

We must be soft souls, soft hearted

My long weekend hasn't been too great, I've been sick with an asthma flare up. We are packing to move and it's been so stressful. only 7 days now to move OMG I am stressing big time. I am meant to go back into hosppital any day now as well. My psych wants me in hospital on the move day. He said i can come out to help hubby and kids move but back in at night, as this move will tramatise me so he wants to monitor me. Long story (house was my parents house, they don't talk to me; emotional attachment to me) very stressful.

How are you going?

BB xxoo

ps. don't know if you remember I changed my name from Sadgirl to Bluebaby!!!!

Hi @BlueBay

Yes, I remember you

I am glad your psych is supportive and has arranged the stay in hospital for you and I hope it comes true with you getting a bed. That seems to be a continuous issue in the mental health care system.

I've just read your other post too. I am glad you're leaving a toxic place behind and start fresh in a new home. But I can understand your anxiety and the pain you must be going through. I cannot tell you how to close that door and end another chapter of your life. But I do know that fortunately the happy memories stay with us, and unfortunately the unhappy ones too. So your house and all it means to you will always stay with you. I've been back to my home town, home country, my mother's home country... I've moved around the globe and thought I had closed some chapters, but I didn't.

Just know that when you finally close that door, I will be with you in my heart. And I am with you with every item you pack and every memory it unravels for you. Ensure to take good care of yourself and contact your psych and helplines, if you need to.

I will be closing a door too, or maybe I already have. My office door, but mainly saying good-bye to my colleagues and friends. It's a new chapter too and although I know I did the right decision, it hurts so much. I wish companies would start talking about people and not human capital.

Thank you @Former-Member

I try to avoid the conflict zone, whenever it happens, I'm just not sure how I would feel if it happened on my threat. That's why I got concerned about @outlander - I hope you're doing ok x

Hi @Former-Member,

I'm sorry to hear that you were upset by conflict on another thread. I can really empathise with you.

I actually hope that Lil comes back to the forums. I have been in the position of having my posts moderated, too. It's really surprising when this happens- because I feel I am careful with what I say. It would be hard for the mods to make a judgement call on some of the things that are written here.... after all, we are only giving opinions... obviously, we are not professionals, we are just patients; consumers.

If someone has a beef with psychiatrists as a whole.... well?

Personally, I don't like Real Estate Agents- but it didn't stop me buying a house!

I didn't get to read Lil's problematic post.... I wish I had.

Hoep you are ok, @Former-Member. xx

@Former-Member,

I am sorry you are feeling down and disappointed. Do you want to talk about the person who betrayed you? You don't have to, if it's too upsetting.

I have been very disappointed by friends in the past. It has made me find it hard to trust people now. I guess it has also made me self-reliant. I know I can at least trust myself.

Let us know how you are feeling. xx