when is it time for hospital

S**t @outlander I think you've overdone it! At least you WILL sleep tonight. Do you think you have toxins from the weeds? What are they called? There is a poisons phone number but I don't know it. Health Directs number is 1800 022 222 if you ring them you can talk to a nurse. Might be a good idea.And it will keep you awake a bit longer. I am concerned about you. It's not a mental health number it's a medical number. They will know more than I do.

Hi @Pepsimax @Former-Member @Owlunar

I'm ok thanks @Pepsimax Got out of home today. Listening to some J J Cale and having a bit of a boogie by myself.

aww im sorry to hear you ahvent been great but it is really good to know your in respite care and your being looked after @Pepsimax ive very happy about that

i hope you do get to do some colouring in tomorrow.

tomorrow i have a drs appointment wihc isnt going to be fun

@eth well 5 hours beding over and pulling out weeds would do that i suppose. im use to pulling them out as well as they are all in the horse paddocks.

they are called Ragwort weeds. they are a pain in my backside (literally) and the spread like widfire as soon as one sprouts- its unbelieveable!

sleep? whats that? last night you know how in movies you see people go to sleep staring at the roof with eyes open all night yeah im pretty sure i did that and if i did sleep it was eyes open. so no or little sleep mixed with very very busy day and 5 hours of paddock cleaning- i would hope i get some of that.

i doubt its it toxins- i ahve done weeding before with these and it hasnt affected me yet-fingers crosed

@Former-Member im very sorry all of that happened to you- i literally dont ahve any words at the moment. i love you too and your always in my thoughts. im glad you felt comfortable sharing that

@Owlunarthank you for your responses as well. i cant wait to get outta here. im back at home tonight and it is very strange but i guess im use to that now. i have no one in this life i feel i can really trust now, not even my psychologist. its not her its the program its running through im afraid they will release my details and i dont want that

@Phoenix_Rising i rang the psychologist today to get more information. they do the 3 sessions for an assessment and then they can also give other therpy sessions based on what they diagnose as well as telling gp psych etc etc

i have changed to a female psychologist and the group sessions are only if i want to go- they did hint to me that there was older people in there. i so guess its an indication that there arent many younger people to get to know really.

im not into group therapy- its based on mindullness and distress tolerance skills.

yes im about an hour- to an hour and a half way depending on how far into syndey you are.