outlanderSenior Contributor
when is it time for hospital
when do you find its time to go to hospital?
im debating whether its the right move for me
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when is it time for hospital
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: when is it time for hospital
I just want it to stop @mudsum .
I feel like its never going to end or change
I feel like its never going to end or change
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PepsimaxSenior Contributor
Re: when is it time for hospital
@outlander you want all the things that are happening to you to stop not for you
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NikNikSenior Contributor
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Hi @outlander
I will pop you an email.
Nik
I will pop you an email.
Nik
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: when is it time for hospital
Not for you @Pepsimax ?
Iťs a never ending vicious cycle
Iťs a never ending vicious cycle
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Ok @NikNik
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Unknown userMember
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Mudsum rings true.I am constantly beating myself up, putting myself down,that's why I have had to shut out the world and put the bridge up like I'm in a fortress.Yesterday a relative messaged and praised me on taking care of my mother.It caused distressed because there's a large part of me that is full of guilt and a part like today can't handle the stress of it and would SC so another sibling can take on the responsibility.Another part wishes I had my own life and was free.
It will never be easy but I don't believe I will ever be ok.Preventing our SC is extremely difficult outlander but all we can do is try.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: when is it time for hospital
im.lower than low and then everynow and then i get this extremely overwhelming sense of anxiety
What the heck is going on!
What the heck is going on!
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Unknown userMember
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I get the same anxiety outlander,hits like a tsunami at times like today with emotional pain that you can't bear.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Yeah i get the same guilt and thoughts anout caring sonetimes too @Former-Member i dont mind it and im happy to be there for him but a part of me wishes to take a break and havr a chance to go other things as well snd be a 'kid ' i suppose before coming back and resuming to be the wise person people think i am .
Its a scary vicious cycle
I wish something would let up
And yeah thats a good description: a tsunami of emotions
Its pretty bad. I dont even know how the anxiety can come in floods even when my depression is through the floor
Its a scary vicious cycle
I wish something would let up
And yeah thats a good description: a tsunami of emotions
Its pretty bad. I dont even know how the anxiety can come in floods even when my depression is through the floor
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Unknown userMember
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Yes I know outlander,it can be unbearable to live with, emotional pain.
