when is it time for hospital

i dont know im jsut overwhelmed and scared
and googles calling me
and now im arguing with mum and her bf over this stupid holidays
and the fact they will have to take the day off work for me
thats the worst thing in the world

ive had them before jsut not in this location @Former-Member

its right on my shoulder bl*de which means im not going to be sleeping much becasue of it. its pretty much in line with the bra stap. i often wear singlets in summer when i was thinner

im so over it. its all my fault. everything.

Only your mum needs to take the day off,why both?And that under the circumstances isn't a issue @outlander because it is just one of those things that as a mother she should expect..It will be slightly uncomfortable for a few days mostly when the local wears off that night that's all .

@Former-Member i know its only that one day 😞

im having her kids while she goes on holiday

she shouldnt have been going after i went into hospital. her bf couldve flew up and been back in 3 days but they are staying an extra 2 days

im such a looser Li1 i really am i dont even know why i bother anymore

yeah i know ill ahve to stomach sleep and i cant do that. i wont even be able to sleep upright or on my side becasue of its location

@outlanderHun, if the mole is on your back, you won't see the needle or the sutures. You need to try to pull back a little bit, and try to focus on the what is happening now. I know that is way easier said than done. Whatever happens at that time is when you need to deal with it. You have so, so many other things going on right now. Try to make your world smaller. Pull it right in close. If it helps draw your worlds as a circle, so there's you in the centre. Then draw another circle; your family is probably in there. Then another; what's the closest thing after family-your friends or work. Keep going until you get to the circle that is your gp, specialists, tests, etc, and you'll see where you focus needs to be. On you, right now. Take care of all the little things you need to do; eating, drinking, showering, rest, etc.Pull everything down to that smallest, sharpest focus.