when is it time for hospital

@MDT
As Sans911 said. You being here is enough. Sometimes its just about being heard. And thats enough ❤ i hope you get some more rest tonight and fingers crossed for your interview too 😊

@Sans911 no apologies required ❤
I have been helped a few times through helplines however usually when i need them the most they sound pre recorded and played like robots. If I get that response i wont bother again with a helpline and will try to work it out myself or through the extra support of here.

I need to find that voice as you have. Mine likes to agree with me rather than disagree. I dont get how we literally sit there through those thoughts. I really dont but being here helps. Because despite how bad it is we are all in this together with a form of MI.

I will eventually be able to speak to mother. Id rather it not be an argument though. I can only hope in tgat time i can build up those barriers of their emotional torment and resist these urges. Every time i look at my scars i see defeat. I can no longer count them and thats very dissapointing and makes me think wtf have i done. Now i have to live with them.

I appreciate you being here. Even when your not. Your my big sis ❤❤❤

And @Sans911,heard on a show this morning my cat is healthy for washing himself and his a**!. Apparently if they stop doing this it can indicate arthritis!Lol.

Oh just seem your appointment outcome @Sans911

Im glad that you were able to work something out. Im on Antipsychotics too for the bpd and find since ive been on them my moods while still ip and down like a rollercoaster its less extreme as it usually is plus theh help with sleep.
I hope these do the same thing for you.
Keep up the determination you had when you went walkingbthe other day. Im so proud of you for that ❤❤❤

Thats the beauty of the forums. No matter how bad we feel theres always someone who is feeling the same way @Former-Member and theres a massive them of thinking we are dissapointments within ourselves. If we could all change this view i think the psychs would start to loose clients lucky for them this view is extremely hard to change.

That book sounds interesting.... is that crime? I like crime too...
Do you have any favourite all time books?

Can we keep going now @Zoe7 ?

Yes that's the trouble with me @Sans911 I overthink.Big problem.👤