when is it time for hospital

Hi @Owlunar

hospital cant take all the credit for me getting abit better. A lot of credit also has to go to everyone on here. If you guys hadnt of been here guiding me through some of these times I dont know where I would be now.
I am being treated ok at home. Its a strange atmosphere-like being in transit somewhere. I dont want things to go back to the way they were. God ive had my whole bloody life before Im even 21!
imagine if I wrote a book about my ife so far!
Im going to start seeing a psychologist again soon. I see my gp net wednesday which im abit nervous for but am pushing that aside for now.

Yeah that hospital trip made me realise a lot of things and gained a lot more insight as to the situation I was in. it was like looking at it from the outside and boy I wouldnt wish it upon anyone.

Thank you for your wishes and hugs. They are greatly appreciated.
I was actually going through my phone msgs from the other day and omg half the things that I was getting told and pushed into by family on the day I was going into hospital. They wanted me to lie so I could come home and I dont think thats right. I was too muddled anyway to speak lies and im not a lier. It is what it is and I dont have a reason to lie to anyone otherwise and im sure you have gathered that as well.

im an honest peson i beleive.

heres some of the drawings i did while i was in hospital

i found drawing to be a huge comfort

@Owlunar@Former-Member@soul@Former-Member@eth@CheerBear and everyone else too what do you guys thinks

It's okay @outlander - be kind to yourself. I can see your sketches now. You drew a frangipani tree. They are one of my favourites - so bright and cheerful looking. When I was little, I thought they were pronounced "frangipangi" Only realised a few years ago that I was saying it wrong 😆

And the butterfly 🦋 picture is gorgeous. That's you. Ready to spread your wings. Was the drawing part of therapy or was it something that you just chose to do @outlander?