Hi Guys,
I have been so busy these last few weeks with shows and prepping, and a full-time job. I actually had the whole Easter weekend off work (except for Sunday at the farm), so that was a nice chance to try and relax and catch up on cleaning.
I've been feeling very "level" emotionally for the last month or so, which has been interesting. It's like catching a glimpse into a neurotypical's life!
But something's shifed the last week or so and I am feeling a bit of the BPD high's and lows. Nothing severe, but enough that I have to work on the emotions to keep them in check. I know that it seems odd, but I am almost glad for it.
Two shows down, one more tomorrow. Then a break (from shows) till a youth show in June. I think I have been roped into being a "mature adult/guardian" and potentially staying on grounds and helping the 9 year-old that is (hopefully) taking Killi.
I know I say it over and over, but she constantly amazes me with how well-behaved she is!! At the last show I left to go to the loo, and I came back to a family patting her and a toddler hugging Killi's head!! Remeber, this isn't a petting zoo, and a lot of the animals at these shows are half-trained and at the show for experience, so that sort of thing could easily go wrong...