OwlunarSenior Contributor
Life can be a pain
Oh hi - it's early on Thursday morning and high-time I went to bed
We have had a change in the weather in Melbourne - and it's cold - we have had thunder and hail and my back has been aching and I have started feeling what I feel every year about my son being in prison and dying there
So on Wednesday I didn't exactly sulk - I didn't get up until the phone rant and it was my daughter sorting out Mothers' Day - she works on Mothers Day - usually works at weekends - so I have made arrangements to see her on the preceding Thursday and hope like mad that I will not have trouble with the council help because they are changing shifts more than once a week and this has been going on for weeks
But my daughter comes first - I will not change my appointment with her
So I sorta sulked all day - well maybe not sulking but certainly I did not want to interact with anyone until I felt better - and it is nearly 2.00am and I do feel better right now - and it is time to go to bed - so I will - but I do not like the way I feel - normal I know - other people feel bad too - I get it - other people have their plans stuffed up and grieve and have pain -
So I am okay - just a bit to far to the left of okay to be okay - if that makes sense - I am going to bed now - and hope I will feel better later -
I really don't like winter - I think it's time I made plans to go away again
Dec
