im back..... i think

@outlander - it is very strange alright. Bit fishy....Is it playing on your mind? Your friend or shall I say old friend hasn't really treated you nicely and you deserve way better friends. If she has an issue with you, she should really say something and be honest. I am assuming that is what you prefer. A friendship involves honesty. If she wants to know why you deleted her then she should come and ask you!!

The whole situation with the horse and your friend reminded me of an incident with an old friend of mine. Won't get into it cause this is really about you and your situation 😊

@outlander - you sound a little like me...I tend to have events or things play through my mind. Why did so and so say that and do they mean something else. And I always assume that people have hidden meanings behind their words compared to me where I am straight out blunt....which isn't always a good thing.

Well had a friend at work. She was my staff. We got really close and hung out. She seemed slightly suicidal at one stage in her life which I helped her through in terms of hearing her out. Heading to Kings Park at midnight with her to clear her mind in winter etc. She also had her moments to be there for me but I was in a good place. I started seeing my partner and after a couple mths dating there was going to be a blood moon. My ex-friend loves astronomy and we said we go together. Partner at time worked late nights so he wanted do something next day. I thought would be perfect opportunity for them meet. My ex friend meant a lot and do wanted her meet him. So I asked her if he could come with us. Guess what....no response!!!!

Actually rewind. She responded with a you can go with him that's ok. I said are you sure???? She didn't speak to me the next day and was distant. Then later that night she sends me a text to which she said she upset that I chose him over her. I told her I didn't. I asked if he could come and she said ok when she could say no! She told me she knew I haven't seen him for a while so she as a friend would never do that to me. But expected me to know better....pretty much read her mind!!!

I don't know if she was jealous @outlander. She spoke to my best friend about it all behind my back. Said she is worried that I will lose a lot of my friends cause I am soooo into this guy. My bestie (oh how I ❤️ her) said that isn't me. Think after a while my ex friend said truce. We tried but few incidences due to misunderstanding on her part and not communicating to me early on that the friendship is over. She even made me a 30th gift and threw it away because I apparently did something whichhh I didn't know. She only told me this after 2 mths!!!

The irony is that she got a bf soon after and she was into him and isolated her friends. Everyone at work said they hardly talk to her anymore and she didn't come to girl events because she sees her bf everyday.

Don't apologise @outlander - glad you manage to get to sleep and hopefully you had a decent rest. Really exhausted today as I went to take a friend to airport and had 5 hours of sleep.

Yes that is what she did and you can tell that she ignores me in conversations purposely which is kind of rude. Unfortunately work together so conversations are bound to cross. But it is quite obvious. We are not friends any longer. I am over that to be honest cause I know what kind of friend I am by not only amount but quality of people am surrounded with. I would hope that is a reflection on how they see me as a friend as it is pointless having so many "friends" but they aren't really your friends...if that makes sense.

Hi @outlander - was meant torespond couple hours ago but it got away from me with meetings and lunch! That isn't good that you didn't get a great sleep. That is so unfortunate. Try to have a relaxing weekend and try try try your best not to worry about the upcoming examination. As i said many times before I can imagine how tough it is but try is the key word.

Definitely having 2 close friends is better than million fake friends. I think am lucky to have met the people I have. Even meeting you, though under such circumstances.

Half hour til I leave for my camp. Going to be interesting and will try log in when I can. I charged up 2 powerbanks so hope that will last me haha. Brought my little digital camera just in case.