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outlanderSenior Contributor
hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope
i was lil-caterpillar
im back... i think...
im treading very very lightliy at the moment
@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me
F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
you belong here my friend @outlander xx
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Anony18Senior Contributor
Agree with @Shaz51 - you belong here my dear friend @outlander
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outlanderSenior Contributor
I feel like an outsider
I very much feel like one
what have I done
I cant pretend im ok anymore
I cant fake it anymore
im hopeless, helpless and im scared ill never get better
my pain is killing me
I wish I could be set free
the feelings I hide
dreams I cant find
ive lost my find
and ive fallen behind
ive lost my faith
shes all over the place
the fears are constantly creeping and
it only hurts when im breathing
im in quite a bind
I feel trapped in my own body
I feel locked within my own mind
I want to escape
I need a break
I dont feel like I should be here
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CherryBombSenior Contributor
Some big feelings @outlander 
Are you ok
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outlanderSenior Contributor
no @CherryBomb
im not
i cant do this
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
here for you @outlander 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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CherryBombSenior Contributor
@outlander, I just sent you an email, can you get back to me when you can.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
i replied @CherryBomb
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