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outlanderSenior Contributor
hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope
i was lil-caterpillar
im back... i think...
im treading very very lightliy at the moment
@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me
F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left
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Good Morning @Shaz51 🙂 I hope you got a little sleep in today 🙂
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Anony18Senior Contributor
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outlanderSenior Contributor
locked in a prision with no escape
where her weary soul will reside
until there is nothing left inside
the fate of my her soul is long gone
for she has done too much wrong
struggling for air
clinging to whats left of anything
the walls close her in
her pain sings
sings so loud yet no one can hear
so now here she sits where shes caves
and now shes lost among these waves
the sun hid her face in the clouds
she didnt want the world to see her cry
shes lost all her desire to shine
shes really stepped over the line
Morning @Anony18@Former-Member@Former-Member@Shaz51@Former-Member@Owlunar
I think im as flat as I can be today. Yes a restless nigh in deed and again today
my plans I dont know yet, probably ride the exercise bike for a few hours to loose weight and watch the big bang therory
@nooks I start getting greys anatomy season 13 on friday
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Good Morning @outlander, I'm sorry your feeling flat, trapped, exhausted, empty, lost, stifled, pressured, unheard, helpless, overwhelmed, dull, overextended.
I understand how your feeling, I care, I wish you well.
I love you Outlander
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Anony18Senior Contributor
@outlander the poem is beautiful but sad. I am sorry you feel trapped but we are here as always to help where we can my dear friend xx
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outlanderSenior Contributor
@Owlunar
im not talking about the bisexual thing- im good with that
im talking about the other diagnosis- you might have already been talking about the hpv...
im not really sure what that quote means- can you explain it to me and you can say as much as you like
oh no Dec your not alone being a freak artist. I dont think afraid the word- im more like completley and utterly terrified !
@Former-Member@Shaz51@Former-Member@Former-Member@Anony18@Former-Member @Owlunar @Faith-and-Hope@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising
Im having a lot of troubles coming to terms with the diagnosis- I dont want to wait around until I find out if its going to get worse ot whether its going to go away. Im too scared to literally just do nothing but at the same time im extremley frightening of what the treatment may be
ive seen my na go through numerous cancer treatments as well an many other sorts and that is not something I want to put my family through again. Ever, ever, never. Id rather not be living then to put them through all that.
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@outlander
a very difficult time for you
i dont have a magic cure
I do know that if there was any sign of concern they would be on to it straight away. These days they respond very quickly to any signs of cancer.
Try to take that thought in and let it settle in your mind.
Breathe and go on the bike and watch one of your programs.
then go outside and busy yourself doing something out there.
you can do this
need to get off of here and go for a walk myself now...listen to my own words
i will think of you walking while i am
you can tell us all later what you saw xxxx
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