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im back..... i think

im back..... i think

hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope

i was lil-caterpillar

im back... i think...

im treading very very lightliy at the moment

@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me

F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left

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Mum is off work today to look aftery younger sister shes the one with the virus.
I think alot of people are worse off then me @Owlunar
I feel if i go then im being selfish and a waste of time energy and space. Im already a burden enough as it is.
It doesn't matter who what or where we are if someone's sick my anxiety goes sky high and out of this world even if mum is home.

Oh im on a bad place @Owlunar theres no doubts there

I need those hugs about now thank you 💕💕💕

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Hi @outlander

I am so glad your mother is at home with your little sister - I think maybe I judged her unfairly

I used to be freaked out about throwing up - years have passed of courser and I have from time to time - but I do know that it is something people can be scared of and this is natural - but go ahead and freak out - it's a form of self-protection

Yeah - I do know you are in a bad place - and do not think other people are worse off or not - the situation is what it is - when it comes to my back pain I think I rather prefer the devil I know rather than something else which is likely to be worse

I can send some hugs - I like changing the colours - so I will - and I am thinking of you

Dec

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Hey - my computer updated yesterday and they came up different colours on their own - I will send some more

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Yes - it works

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Nope you havent misjudged her
I thought she was going to go to work today
Ive stayed home with her before while she's sick just not throwing up and shes out atm too and im with her here @Owlunar

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@Owlunar was it you that had experience with a breast lump?

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Hi yes @outlander

I had something called breast dysplasia - my cat jumped off my breast - off is harder than on - those little back paws are attached to back legs that are strong

Anything I can help you with there

And yes - it really is time you got some help - seriously - it is

Dec

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yeah im jsut wondering how long the pain and the 'brusing' lasted for you?

@Owlunar

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I don't remember any bruising - but I had a tea-coloured discharge for sometime @outlander

A cyst would form under the nipple and if I massaged it - then more discharge would come out - it was a little uncomfortable but not painful - and it might have lasted around a few months to a year - I had a mammogram and an ultrasound and there was a dysplasia which is sort of harmless tissue like fat

Of course the discharge had stopped when the doctor sent me to the pathology department and I had to express some and it started again - but the bruise might have been there after the cat jumped off me - I quite probably never looked

It was what is called a "breast accident" and GPs see more of these than people who do mammograms

Dec

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@Owlunar

i have like a bruise colouring, it isnt on the nipple its on the side and i thought it was brusie to start with until the last incident with it popping but its quite painful and when i had a shower not that long ago, i know i shoudlnt have squeezed it but cause its in an awkwards position that lumpyness was really annoyin me so i squeezed it and a heap of pus came out if it and blood and a tinged orangy coloured discharge and it is sore. it was sored before i touched it and thats what made me do that

i spoke to my gp last week and she said itll be there for a while the colouring and at that point it wasnt hurting but now it is again and its bothering me

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Hi @outlander

What you have done is perfectly normal - just about everyone would have massaged that area with the bruise and swelling - and the colour of the discharge is something so be concerned about

So you either need to go to the ED now or to see a GP first thing in the morning - it sounds as if the original infection has not cleared up and you urgently need to take more antibiotics

This is something to be really concerned about - you will need stronger antibiotics - I am pretty sure - so please don't be scared - be sensible and do what I would do - go to a GP asap and don't take any crap - this is an infected cyst or an abscess - and neither are good - both are treatable

All the best with that

Dec

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oh crap are you serious @Owlunar

now its got me really worried!

its been like it for a few days and ive let it sit there

crap crap crap!

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