im back..... i think

well todays not going to well @Former-Member@Owlunar @Former-Member

Oh no what has happened @outlander

still pretty flat out at the moment but i think i have possible mild concussion @Anony18 ill be free in about 15 minutes wil talk more then

Ok take your time @outlander Big hugs xx

so firstly this morning i was already busy

but i got down to my horses and i was on my own. i knew it was going to be difficult just as it was. first my bloody horse touched the electricc fence and i couldnt catch her casue she thought it was me that did it and it wasnt

then i had to drag her out through a bunch of horses. not fun at all

and then we were walking and of a day when the ownsers at work she has them in like dog runs so tney dont be inclinded to elave the property as its near a busy street even in the middle of nowhere surprisingly and some are puppies

and we walked past one and one of the dogs barked and scared the crap out of the horse and the horse bloody pumbled me over and knocked my flat on my back and i hit the ground with my head and now i ahve a massive headache and she hit me with her head as well as she knocked meover so three hits in a matter of 2 minutes and she was freaking out amd nearly jumped on me while i was down which wouldnt have been good- she prob wouldve broken my ribs

then this is the treatment required for her

so for her treatment she has bute simialr to panadol for humans morning and night for 4 days then drop down to an day for 4 days
she has two antibitoics for her eye one of them she has monring and night and the other one he would like at least 3 times a day if not every 2 hours if I can mange it but at least 3 times a day
then she has another eye drops thing which helps something in here eye to help make sure she wont go blind

so now that means im pretty much living at the horses clenaing paddocks, filling water and doing eye treatments , plus caring for pop, plus house work, and study and going to appointments how the heck am i going to do all that!

@Anony18@Former-Member@Owlunar@Pepsimax@Former-Member@Shaz51

Hi @outlander

I am so sorry that happened to you - and it is something you really need to see a doctor about because you might have concussion

So having said that - I have satisfied my "duty of care" and I have no idea how you are going to handle all of that - so only do what you can because the day will run out - I am sure about that

Okay - I have to say it - It seems your mother is a user and an abuser at times - I know you will do the housework anyway - but while you do it she will still expect you will

And you are in a hard place - yes - it would be better for you to move out

And I do have this sense of de ja vue

If your headache gets bad though - try and rest

Notes from your spare mother

Dec

Sorry to hear about that @outlander. Just be careful that you don't have a head concussion. If you start feeling dizzy or the headaches don't go away do go for a CT scan. I know you do not like constantly going to the GP etc but just want make sure you are ok.

Am aware you have alot to do from the list you mentioned but do take a lie down and rest every now and again. Given events of today, on top of the emotional and mental exhaustion I assume you are experiencing too, try practice some self care. Lie and listen to music, draw etc.

Hello @outlander 🙂 I haven’t read back through anything, but I can hear your feeling really bad - confused, compelled, hurt – I’m sorry your feeling bad I just wanted to pop on and say I’m thinking of you and am sending a burst of love and hugs and positive healing you way