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im back..... i think

im back..... i think

hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope

i was lil-caterpillar

im back... i think...

im treading very very lightliy at the moment

@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me

F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left

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Thats awesome @Pepsimax.
Are you heading to bed?
I think i might try and get abit of sleep

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@outlander try and sleep too night

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Hi @outlander

I felt furious for your sake when I read that you don't even have the privacy of your underwear drawer - that is so invasive I would have to find a book to find enough adjectives - oh man!! - I had some of that crap myself

At least I could lock the doors on my wardrobe that had drawers and shelves as well as hanging space - but still my lil sis got into my stuff until dad built a cupboard in the laundry to lock our stuff away in - his stuff, my stuff, my brothers stuff - cause little madam was just about as sneaky as your little madams - but at least there was only one of her - and Dad took our side a lot

It makes a difference

I read some of your posts over the last few days - I felt too useless myself to reply - I was safe though - just caught up with my own personal past that will never go away - this I know and understand

But still - as belated as my anger on your behalf is - it's real - it will be so much better for you when you can get to have your own life with it's own privacy

Hugs - Dec

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I can only hope @Pepsimax


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Hugs @Owlunar ive missed you
I will reply but im tired and my tummy troubles are back again as well as a few other bits not being happy including down stairs which im hoping its not an infection and where i had treatment done
Im worn out and alit of things are catching up and hurting ao im thinking sleep should be an option as ive only been sleeping about 3 hrs over the past few nights

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I missed posting into the Forum too @outlander

But I honestly could not think up replies - so I missed that part of my life a lot

Soreness down-under right now could be that your are tight and tense and it is physically as well as emotionally and psychology invasive - most unpleasant - women have all the tough stuff

I will be going to bed myself soon - just trying to catch up with a few people - there were so many people battling - including yourself - I could not begin to focus myself - but I was reading bitznpiecez of other people's threads

Catch up when you are ready

Dec

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Thank you for your replies last night @Owlunar it was a terrible sleep and shouldve just stayed up talking to you until you went to bed.

Yes I wasnt happy to find that out so now i dont have the privacy of my underwear draw or my car. I literally dont know where else to do put anything now.

Im sorry you were having such a tough time. I know when your not here your having a rough patch and i get it. I know you know how to look after yourself but i still worry about you. I too care very very much about you and i do love you 💕

Im pretty sure i have my nurse tomorrow. It could be partly tense but its burning itching and alot of discharge down under and lady bits are not very happy so again i have to go get checked 😞 not looking forward to it but id rather get checked then keep putting up with this crap. Aaaannndd im pretty sure i did the wrong treatment for that. I was looking around last night and i wasnt comfortable at all and it was irritated so i was looking for a soother and it was either dettol or baby oil. Baby oil it was and it didnt help anyway and its still just as irritated as last night.

I gotta go to gp on thursday arvo or friday to remove SH treatment. No one still knows and its been almost a week. I will have to get my breast lump checked again too as its leaking pus and crap out of it again!

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Hi @outlander how are you feeling this morning? Sorry I wasn't around much last night. I ended up having to give myself a prn because I was so worked up about blood test results. Have you got a plan for going down to the horses today? A "hello" or an ignore? I reckon if you have a plan before you leave your house you might feel just that tiniest bit more confident. Might only be a little little bit but that's something. I'm with you x hi @Owlunar

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@Former-Member im totally ignoring them
Who are these people you speak of 😉 😉

Im going there to do what has to be done and for my horses welfarei just asked how you went at your gp on your other thread hope your ok and you dont have to apologise 🌸🌸🌸💓💓💓💓

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Ove got the vet coming at 10 so ive just taken sisters to school ive gotta head to horses clean out the yard feed wait for vet
Then go pick up something for mum
Cleam house
Get kids ring dr
Them back to horses


@Former-Member @Pepsimax @Owlunar @Shaz51 and everyone else please know i do care about each of you but if i don't reply youll know why ❣❣❣❣
Hugs to you all and your all in my thoughts and im with you in spirit 💚💚

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