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outlanderSenior Contributor
hi @Mazarita @Owlunar @Former-Member @Adge @Spookytookims @CheerBear @Former-Member @Shaz51
i was lil-caterpillar
im back..... i think.....
im just treading very very lightly at the moment
but id like to let you know that i have read what you wrote on my other threads and i appreciate your kind words and for thinking of me even after i left here 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
hi @Anony18 war memorials have that impact on everyone i think. ots great to see you are there and supporting the soldiers though RIP to thmem
im still feeling sick. when i eat i feel bloated and feel nauseous but i dont throw up so its weird
ive cleaned out three paddocks (part time job 3)
and took care of the holiday horses that are with me atm ( part time job 2)
and now im having lunch and resting for abit and then getting stuck into house work and studying
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Down down down again @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Anony18 @Former-Member
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
what happen to our plan @outlander xx
still sitting with you my friend listening to you read
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outlanderSenior Contributor
im still trying to take it one step at a time but everything seems to hit me so hard all the time
my sisters been out all day with her friends which isnt the problem but she keeps rubbing in that she saw my old horse and her pop is telling her to get on here and shes excited and she gave her a brush today and she fed her and yadda yadda yadda
im trying very hard to be happy for her and not to turn bitter but i cant help it- that horse is my livelihood and it makes me upset when i cant see her or when other people ride her or anything
i keep goignt back to what ive already read and forgetting what im reading- its too loud now, both my sisters are home and my youngest one is annoying the shite out of me and mums boyfriends yelling on the phone and mums banging around the house
OMFG IVE HAD IT- ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER- IM READY TO MOVE OUT OF THIS HOUSE- I CANT WAIT IM GETTING ANOTHER JOB AND MOVING OUT I CNAT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!! @Shaz51
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
that is very annoying @outlander
it is hard i know xx and it would be good if the sisters could not come in you room , so you could have somewhere to call your own
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
Wow @outlander , that is plain rotten
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outlanderSenior Contributor
i did that @Shaz51 not my sisters
im so over everything - i want out
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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