im back..... i think

Fantastic @outlander with you exams my friend xx

thank you @Anony18@Shaz51@Owlunar@Former-Member@Appleblossom @Queenie

for all your support and encouragement over the past few days. its meant alot to me

ive been busy all day and im exhausted.

my brians running in over drive at the moment

and ive been trying to tell myself all day that i cant fele the pain, the stabbing pains arent there no matter how much they remind me. but...... im not really ahving much luck with that so im still trying mind over matter atm just wishing it really wasnt there.

im glad youve taken some time out @Appleblossom you need to grieve and do it your way so good on you

OMG yes yes yes i absoloutly love that tv show @Appleblossom you should read the books too, the books were written first and the tc series is sooo close to the book they did fantastic job of it. really reccomend reading it if you likeig the tv show.

i didnt get my name from that show though, i made my name this as it descirbes me who i am- an unknown unwanted person and not belonging anywhere i go

@Former-Member havent quite got to finish the heart yet, ive been too bsuy, taking people everywhere, cleaning, cleaning horse paddocks- yes i shoudlnt be doing it but im really trying to think as others are and thr pains not there

i can give more details about today now @Appleblossom@Former-Member@Owlunar@Anony18@Shaz51@Queenie@Former-Member@CheerBear@Former-Member@Faith-and-Hope

so firstly i was super panicing to start with but i got there early. parking was shocking and it took me 20 minutes to walk there and then back so good exercise too lol
the room i was in wasnt booked and i was the only one there so prob looked like an idiot
And the people i was asking were confused about it
So now they had to ring the manager
then they couldnt find a room so i had to go wait in a staff room very awkwardly by myself.
oh i was in a hospital btw so it was a nurses staffroom- so pretty nerve wracking
i got into the bulidng ok but i ahd to ask a few nurses where the heck it the meeting room was that i was suppose to be in and as everthing is key coded i couldnt get in anyway so i had to wait for someone so i could ask them to ask if this was the right spot.
i met the supervisior and she was nice. there was another 2 people there but they were already in a medical field before they took on this one
the fella finsihed within like half an hour- there were 10 pages and i was only on my third one when he left.
and the other lady that was there kept sniffing the whole time, and pen tapping, and she had like mentos things so constantly unwrapping one of those and getting up for the bin. that was really annoying
i used up my whole 2 hours and went over it a few times. i got stuck quite a fair bit but i left them and kept doing the bits that i knew then when i did those i started to remember a few more things or as i was going through it prompted me as to the answer so that helped as well. i ahd to guess a few though but i dont think they are right but whats the worst thats going to happen it will be wrong and the ones i guessed were only 2 and they were only 2 marks each anyway so not a huge loss
while i was waiting awkwardly in the staff room i mangeded to get an extra 15 minutes study in- thnking uploading the first and main modules was a good idea as thats the ones with the roots/prefix/suffix things on it so the msot important one.
ill get my results back in about a week so lll be looking forward to getting that and hopefully i pass

ill get my results back in about a week so lll be looking forward to getting that and hopefully i pass --- I have my figers and toes crossed for you @outlander xx

I'm confident you went a-ok @outlander! Do you remember any of the ones you were stuck on?

a few abbreviations @Queenie

um

A.M.I

T.O.P

were 2 i can remember

and also destruction of tissue medical breakdown

and also suture of nerves medical breakdown

i know suture but i couldnt think of nerves root

and i was stuck on menigitits for friggin ages and ages i could not think of it to save my life and it came to me right on the last few minutes as i was rechecking everything

AMI - Acute myocardial infarction

TOP - Termination of pregnancy (I think?)

Necrosis (as in destruction of tissue from necrotising disease) or fulguration (destruction of living tissue surgically).

Neurorrhaphy -m suture of a nerve?

yeah they sound right

only im sure neuro is brain not nerves @Queenie

Got me stumped then @outlander! Lol!!