Safety

It is still a minute by minute scenario then @Eden1919.I know you won't be ableto have a shower yet but are you able to curl up in your 'nest' to feel a little safer while we chat here buddy. We know the demons try to take over your thoughts but you have the strength to keep them at bay - you can do this Eden. Don't worry about tomorrow - that time will come when it comes - tonight is minute by minute and hour by hour.

it is not just the demons though there are other beings involved though and they are making me do things. i am going to try and curl up soon i am trying to eat something maybe that is why i am freaking out more only ugh i dont know i am really confused and i dont know how to fix something. i am trying i really am i still havent slept though i cant seem to and ugh i am sorry.

You don't need to be sorry about anything @Eden1919 This is all so very tough for you to 'deal' with. Try to eat something - anything to give you a little strength and together we can find the courage within you to 'fight' through this and hopefully you can curl up and get some sleep.

I just dont know how i feel like my fate is sealed and i cant escape it they wont let me go i literally cant do this and ugh maybe i will try and write it on here.

Write down whatever comes out @Eden1919 no need for it to make any sense - we'll work on that part later buddy

I just cause there are 2 main others involved lets call them G and S. G keeps giving me taskts to do and says i shouldnt talk to S but S says the same about G and neither get along and S is trying to steal something from G and S is also trying to hurt me and poison me and is trying to control my thoughts and actions but G kind of wants to also control me but G does not want to poison me unless G is lying to me and S it telling the truth and if that is the case i am doomed because i have 2 souls inside of me and G wants them both but so does S and S tells me that G stole the important things but G tells me S stole them and i dont know who to believe all i know is some important things were stolen and need to be returned. and S and G both tell me to hurt myself and they both threaten to hurt me if i dont do what they say. and G says he will help me with my magical powers if i do what he wants but the S gets mad and everything is a mess. hold on this is part 1 there is more coming.

part 2

G says that i can join them if i do a few things for them and then they say that S couldnt hurt me anymore but i dont know if i should trust G or if it is just S trying to trick me and cause i have to end it all or other wise S will get the souls and destroy everything or will G i dont know because i dont know who is lying but someone is oh no i cant i think i made a big mistake and now everything is ruined i am sorry i cant do this they are going to hurt me and i cant make it all stop.

Take a slow deep breath @Eden1919 - just breathe

but happens when my caseworker finds this out one of them is making me tell my caseworker because they want to get me in trouble @Zoe7 I am so scared there is even more than what i wrote but i cant i dont feel in control and i am scared really scared.

You are drowning in your own thoughts atm @Eden1919 Can you manage to have your shower yet or are you too scared?

I think that you are worrying so much about tomorrow that you are not able to 'control' your situation tonight. If we take your appointment with your caseworker out of the equation for now - are you more sble to deal with one 'issue' at a time?