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Haha @CheerBear Going good my dear feely friend. Can ya tell as per that easter thread to me easter is ALL about the chocolate? 🙂 At least I do the fish Good Friday 😄

@Spookytookims yes it is great that he is so much better just in time for easter bunny we made jelly eggs today got hollow eggs and filled them with jelly he is excited as the jelly is almost set and it helps keep my mind of ther things

@Former-Member Oooh sounds like fun. i've not had jelly anything for decades! Does he have a favourite colour jelly?

@Former-Member Well soldiering is a lot better than the alternative.... always thinking of the yin yang dot, me is 😛

Its so hard to describe what im feeling.

I asked my sisters nan and pop I could go uo to see this horse and they said yes, I had tears of joy from that.
Then when I got there, I completley froze and couldnt get oout of the car.
I really wanted to see her so I got out and climbed through the fence.
She whinnied at me and when I use to catch her before it was almost like a game of hide and seek and started playing that with me. Then I caught her and brang her up and gave her feeds and I sat there with her nad she kept putting her nose on my shoulder and she doesnt do that to anyone else.
My sister sat there shocked and said she never does those things to anyone else!
She kept licking my hand and she would move away from me. I put her back out when she was finished and I got some photos of her and she turned around and looked at me and was waiting for me and I called her name and she turned around and whinnied at me and came back to me and gave me a hug and she wouldnt leave me. When I say hug I mean she wraps her neck around me and rests her head on my opposite knee or hip so her hugs I literally started balling my eyes out and it looked like she had a tear in her eye as well. I couldnt leave there, it took me 2 hours to leave there, even after she had wandered off.
I havent stopped crying since I left there and again Im crying again as im writing this.

I eventually managed to get in the car and it took me a while to drive off.
Then I got home and I cant move I feel completeley frozen, I cant breathe and my psychological pain is so high

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@CheerBear i am SUPER EggCited about what I've managed to do with @Former-Member's house.... I'm going to try to gethe episode written today so it's up for Easter Sunday. I know not the right thread but hey.. wrong device to play round with it. Soz Bella, plse indulge me on this one 😛

That's super great you got to see her @Former-Member And that she obviously remembers you. I'm scared of horses cos I was kicked by one as a kid and I had massive bruises on both legs. It was my fault, I just didn't know anything about horses, had never been around any before that incident. I had to go and get x-rays, they thought at least one of my legs was broken, I couldn't stand up and I was a tough little kid. But luckily no break just really bad bruising. Whole of both thighs were psychedelic by the following day. I was a skinny little kid which made it worse.