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Goodnight @Former-Member I hope you wake up refreshed and feeling better. Sounded a very busy day but if you enjoyed getting out then that's a silver lining. You take care tomorrow, no two busy busy days in a row my dear! 😛

@Former-Member boy you really have a lot to contend with. But I underrstand how you don't want to mention things and have them turned on you. I think for self preservation and self care it is better to accept that stir all that up, for me anyhow. Because it just reopens and invalidates me and I feel very angry and frustrated when that happens and almost feel like I'm being abused all over again, at least psychogolically. Not sure if you can relate to that but just putting it out there to say.. yes I understand that side of it too.

all good @Former-Member sleep well and yes big secret but i feel its for the best

@Spookytookims yes thats exactly how i feel especially with my mum she cant stand not being the center of attention but also cant bear the responsilibity of her actions and prefers to turn it around so the one who is the "victim" becomes the one with the blame my mother is very good at it so it better to leave her in her world then stir the pot

@CheerBear all goods we all have thing to do outside of forum world even though some of us would prefer to stay (like me). yes it is hard there have been alot of times i had just wanted to tell them but then i think of what would follow and it not worth it. yes i am ok after my last post just i dont often talk about my step father he and i are actually quite close but he live in darwin now and i rarely talk to him now and again its my mothers fault she made him think that we dont want to talk to him so he has changed his number only contact is occassional comments on facebook posts. and it is hard to open up for me as i have alot of trust issues i can actually talk about the fact ive been abused and my MH easily it opening up about aspects of my abuse thats hard.