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Thx @Former-Member was def an eye opener/reminder of mums life. Hate to say it but she was really old/sick. She put on a good front at xmas tho
Yeah just feeling way again re here

Ta @Former-Member and backatcha 😸

Sorry if it sounded unfeeling
when I said onwards upwards past is past @TAB I meant re what went on, on forums.

Losing your mum must have been very difficult for you.

Its fine @Former-Member it didn't seem so hard at thr time just have fallen in a bit of a hole last bit and stuff coming back to bite me so to speak. Its a process. Confronting own mortality own life, father cant last much longer and he's older than her etc

He'll certainly feel very lost without your mum. @TAB
How did it go seeing your dad again?

Hmm Hope you are able to get through all the past stuff that your being confronted with.
Can seem never ending. I know.

You've been working alot, you mentioned.
How's your body coping with working? Your back?


Sorry @putlander ❤
Are you still there? Are you ok?
I haven't had a chance to read around.
Trying to sleep early

You're not your @TAB

I might have to try and sleep now.

Hope you're ok. Will pop back on here if i have trouble sleeping. Not much last night.

Wonder if @tawnz is coming back. Miss you too @TAWNZ 💜

Catch you tomorrow @TAB if not later.
I took a sleep med and now i can't think properly. Sorry i can't stay around this time.
Night night 😴🐱

He was good although prob overwhelmed at the time. Thanks for remembering re crap experience at xmas re me well was exacerbated by my state of mind etc. @Former-Member
I spoke to him on phone a while back ok it was mum's birthday which was a month nearly to the day after she died, he offered ' who would have thought she wouldn't have been here ok sounds lame. But he relied on her so much yet rarely had anything but nasty comments and actions .. guess he's been trying to face up to his own stuff dunno. Anyway yes it is onwards and upwards and only realised after you meant re here. Its all okay. @Former-Member am just down on life recently , hasn't been that long, and things are probably better in a lot of ways just not how have been seeing it .. der ..

Ok no worries at work tomorrow if slow replies see how it goes. Thankyou so much for saying hello .. and caring ..😸@bella2 nite