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Downwards bipolar crash

Downwards bipolar crash

I'm on the downward bipolar crash after having of being manic for 4-5 weeks...... it's so far a terrible crash and I can barely function.

I know I'll probably be manic later (mixed episode) but omg this is hell

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Still suffering from parenthesis and it's awful.... wouldn't wish it on anyone....

I feel like my body has had one big anesethic injection and Ive lost sensation to touch. Can't feel pain or tell what's hot or cold.


Apparently this can last days or weeks or months 😳😳


So stressed and anxious about it .... feel sick w anxiety and worry over it.

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Hi @Ayesha, it does sound like a horrible thing you are experience with the parasthesia. Wondering if you are able to share some of what you are writing here with nurses, psychiatrist and with fellow inpatients. Just want to make sure that people there know what you are going through. I understand your fears about it. Keeping my fingers crossed that this side effect will pass very quickly for you. Remember to breathe as much as you can through the anxiety. Hugs. Maz

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I have noticed a trend start to emerge on my mood tracker chart and I am start to be stabilising however I'm inclining towards a depressed state rather then a 'typical normal' state but my highs are getting less and less so and the extremes less poles apart which can only be a good thing right?

I'm keeping a very low profile in here as directed by my psychiatrist and I'm only really chatting to 2 or 3 people (on Drs orders)

I haven't gone to any groups yet as I haven't felt I'd be able to participate appropriately but I'm hoping to start Monday.


But the biggest cloud over ALL of this is that I miss my babies SOOOOO much, my heart is in a thousand pieces wanting to be home with my babies I can't explain the torture it is to my soul 😥😥😥😥

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Hi @Ayesha, so relieved to hear you are gaining some stability from the treatment in hospital. It's seems understandable that you might be having more 'down' feelings at this time after such an intense rollercoaster just recently. Sounds good too that there are two or three people in the hospital that you can reach out and chat to. Also that your psychiatrist is advising about not socialising too much, to keep you as free from stress as possible, given the circumstances. It's great that you are looking forward to possibly starting groups on Monday. I hope the parasthesia is settling down too. How wonderful it will be to see your babies when that happens. You are doing the best thing for them too by going into hospital at this time. I am hoping that it won't be much longer until you see them again in a much better state of being. Hugs, Maz

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Hey .... Parethesisa is still here causing extremities numbness.,,,, most unpleasant I can assure you.

My mood is becoming more and more stable though tonight I am a little 'high' and 'escalated' but am trying to ride it out and stay in my room.

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The meds my Dr has changed me to has actually really quitened my mind down....something I never thought would happen!!!! For the first time in YEARS I have gone an entire day without an auditory or visual hallucinations and I cannot begin to tell you how bizzare it feels to have a quiet mind.

It's almost unnerving and I almost feel a little lost to be honest ..,,, I've Ilived symptomatically with hallucinations for so long and now????? Now I'm a bit lost.....

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Great news that your mind has quietened, @Ayesha. I can only imagine what an unfamiliar sensation that would be for you. It seems natural that you might feel unnerved by something so different to what you have experienced for years. This feeling seems likely to settle as your mind becomes more used to its clearer state. Keeping my fingers crossed that happens quickly for you.

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Hi @Ayesha
You will adjust to your quieter mind but it does take time. I'm pleased your medication is giving you some peace. Take csre and try to keep a cap on the elevation. Hugzzz 💕 🎶 💕

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I am so frustrated....... just want to burst into tears

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Be patient with the process. I'm on medication now and Im liking the calmness. So tired of fighting my way through life and welcome this new way of being.
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