I’m done

Hi all,

I am confused ,

I don’t know what I feel or how to explain the purposeful hurt,

I don’t get why I am treated the way I am.

i don’t understand why I feel like the problem,

I don’t understand the lack of empathy and knowledge I would use if it was the other way around, when it comes to comforting a loved one or person after being hurt mentally.

i don’t know.

i am so hurt people are sick of it.

i am basically get told to get over it and I am too dramatic.

but i dont understand the nature of certain people when it comes to looking down on me or treating me like to shit for breathing.

I get so defensive because I never was when growing up with the emotional abuse.

I get defensive and I get scarred,

I can’t forget I am so lost and I don’t care to trust people with my wellbeing and existence or trust anymore.