Happy birthday!

@Taali Hello lovely how are you? Thank you. It’s been really rough for me. I know it’s been hard for you too. I want to thank you for sending positive thoughts and wishes to me. Something I really need.

I had a tough day and not any better today. Just difficult. I’m sorry for me it’s quite relentless at the moment. No breaks just hard and doing my best.

Hey @Cuddlebear ,

I'm really sorry to hear that things have felt relentless lately - I hear that you're carrying a lot with both your physical and mental health at the same time. You aren't alone here.

I hope today brings some gentleness for you <3

~ @Honeymoon

Hello lovely,

I know that your birthday was hard and I can't imagine how overwhelming things must feel with so much uncertainty around your health. Overwhelmed and scared are allowed to be there. 💛

What does this part of you need most right now?

Sending the biggest of hugs and lots of healing energy your way. @Cuddlebear 🥰

Hopefully seeing posts here of our support and love for you has helped even just the tiniest drop in the ocean @Cuddlebear . Knowing we care, even though we’re all anon & far apart; your online family.

Sorry that the investigation and treatment of your oxygen & blood supply issues are very slow going. I can only imagine how scary that would be to not know what is wrong or what they can do to fix it, or even when they will know this. I am sending big wishes and hopes to your doctors for their wisdom and insight into your condition(s).

Does it help at all to talk about the fear and possibilities, to “get it out” of your head and share it? Or does that make it worse because it becomes front of mind?

I find some things it helps to talk out with someone & share what’s going on, and other things or times it just entrenches my feelings and throughs and makes me focus on it more. I find it hard to predict which I need sometimes (which is OK).

I hope Wilbur is doing well and still being a good support for you (both vision & emotional). Hopefully he doesn’t steal any treats from the pantry ;) .

My younger mischief-dog stole a tub of seafood-based joint-supplement (for the other dog) a few weeks ago, and ate nearly half of the tub’s powder! She’s fine — just expensive powder lol. I guess she liked the smell and was curious what it was the other gets on his food every night. I have started taking photos of everything she gets into & chews, so that maybe one day I will make a collage or photo-book of all the items for posterity.

Thinking of you @Cuddlebear and belated messages to you my friend ☀️💛. Always so great to see you around and I appreciate our connections here 🤗. Sorry for my late msg. I have been wondering have you had a chance to go visit the wetlands area you have enjoyed in the past? I remember chatting about this spot with you!

ill attach a pic of what I’ll call my chocolate freddo frog hehe he’s just darker green in colour and a young frog tonight in the frog hotel 🐸

What else have you been up to?

Sending in two posts @Cuddlebear as was loosing the post reply button 🤪

Here is one of the young ones very bright in colour! All are looking in really good condition, I had one in froggy rehab for a day wasn’t sure if he was going to need vet care but today he was looking so much better which was a relief! 🐸🤩

@AlwaysMyself Hello bunny how are you? There isn’t anything they can do to fix the oxygen and blood supply it’s a part of the peripheral artery disease. It sits very heavily on me. The disease has a lot of physical limits and coupled with the mental illness and other disabilities it’s a really hard place to be. Talking about it helps. I need to get emotions about it out. Wilbur had his annual examination and there’s some possible issues with his liver. I found out a couple days ago. It has deeply distressed me and I’m not doing good. Have you gone back to work? How are your treatments going?