Riding a wave

Hi @Phoenix_Rising

I'm here swimming with you this afternoon, feel welcome to swim along with me

@Former-Member How can I go from being so super happy to so destroyed in the space of two minutes. I didn't even get to share my cool news before I got smashed again. I'm never ever coming out of the ocean...and thus I SUPER appreciate that you have come to me here in the ocean.

Sitting on my rock stack little turtle - watching over you and @Former-Member in the ocean.

What is you cool news @Phoenix_Rising

I'm so sorry that was such a quick turn around @Phoenix_Rising. I do wish you got to enjoy those good feelings for a lot longer.

I am here with you and @Zoe7 is look over us as well. You are not alone.

Do share your cool news...it is so important that we have the time and space to reflect on the cool things

@Zoe7 and @CheerBear my cool news was that I finished marking all the assignments and sent them back to the lecturer.

However two minutes after feeling super good about that, I came onto the forum and saw @NikNik's message that @CherryBomb is leaving and now all my gigantic feelings are gigantic again. I really really REALLY don't cope with people going away. EVERYBODY goes away. This is why I won't ever do the friend thing again - because every friend I've ever had, has ended up leaving. I can't connect with ANYBODY. EVERYBODY who I form a tinsy tiny connection to, goes away. There's NOBODY in my world. Everybody leaves. Right now I don't even want to do the aquaintance thing. I don't want to ever feel connected to anybody BECAUSE EVERYBODY LEAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My inside superly duperly gigantically hurts. This is exactly why you and I will never ever be friends @CheerBear. I will never trust you to be my friend. I will never ever trust anybody to be my friend. I super like you @CheerBear but we are absolutely definitely not friends.

I'm here @Phoenix_Rising. Can I help? Would you like me to ride the wave with you?

@CherryBomb do you think maybe you could email and then I can respond and talk out my big feelings?

@Phoenix_Rising sure thing, I've just emailed you.

@CherryBomb I talked it all out. You will listen to it sometime won't you. I am going to snuggle into my shell now and go to sleep. You will watch over the ocean tonight? Who will watch over it on the nights that @NikNik doesn't, after you go away? My whole inside hurts and I feel super alone and super scared.