Riding a wave

Hello @Phoenix_Rising I hope you got some sleep. I can hear the heavy. Balm to your soul.

@Phoenix_Risingtotally understand how wrong the wrongness is and how not helpful it is.

Good morning on the ocean,

I saw TTT this morning - yay! We talked mostly about email buses and the wrongness of the wrong and how organizations can get themselves into muddles sometimes and consequently do harm. TTT was SUPER validating, which helped SO much.

@CheerBear my inside is telling me that things are tricky in your world right now and I am super thinking about you. I am going to head out soon to continue my hunt for a knot cushion. I can't wait to report in when I've found one!

Good evening on the ocean,

The weight of the wrongness of the wrong feels oh-so-heavy in my soul. I am super grateful for TTT though. I think her head is spinning a bit as she tries to get a handle on just how wrong the wrongness of the wrong can be. It is super validating talking it through with her. You would definitely have been nodding along to the conversation @CheerBear!

I'm seeing TTT again on Monday as we try to get into the rhythm of a regular session time. We talked today about me seeing her twice a week, but it seems that two of the other psychologists in the practice are going on leave and thus TTT is picking up their clients. This is super frustrating in terms of me wanting to see her twice a week, but it is kind-of cool to know that because the whole practice is so trauma focused, they do pick up each other's clients like that. Even though it would still be a VERY big issue if TTT got squished by a bus, it is a little bit comforting to know that the practice owner has strategies in place to ensure that clients aren't completely abandoned.

@CheerBear I am going to snuggle into your pocket now. My inside is still telling me that something is really wonky in your world right now. I am sitting with you in any wonkiness. I am right here - complete with knot cushion! I can hear you - even when I can't. I can hear and feel and know. You've got this. We've got this.

Night.

Good morning on the ocean,

@CheerBear I am sitting here face-palming at the not-Forum people who cannot see and hear despite seeing and hearing.

I super know that you can hear me, and that you are listening to something inside of you. I can feel you hearing and knowing and understanding.

I will be violining this evening. My volunteering gig starts today, but the first day is an orientation kind-of day and I struggle with the not-so-structured nature of it. Thus I will reappear there next week. I am looking forward to it. It's the one thing that needs to start up in order for me to be really back into my not-Christmas routine. The Christmas period is definitely the trickiest part of the year for me.

I super hope there is lots of good in your world today @CheerBear. I'll see you when...well, when you open your handbag, I guess.