Hi @Phoenix_Rising. I hope you're tucked up sleeping and feeling cosy in that jar. I hope to sleep tonight but I think I have a better chance of a real unicorn being under the tree on Monday.
I know you're super alone and that sucks hugely and I know your soul has died and so much of that has been through things that shouldn't have happened, which sucks hugely too. And sucks doesn't come close to the right word.
When I read your list, I think that from somewhere during dot point 3 we've been together-but-not. I remember each one of those dots from then on too. I know it isn't the same as having someone there, there but I am so glad we can do this together-but-not and I hope (and think/hear) you say you are too.
I am scared of from tomorrow too, maybe for different reasons, but we can be scared together. Even though it is going to be hard, I believe we've got this.
You're with us all the time Phoenix_Rising. Like when I was wearing my handbag and you heard the news this afternoon that big got the gig. I hope you enjoyed the lots of cheers and high fives as much as I did. It was a very, very special moment and it was great to share it with you.
And you were there when Puffer Fish wrote their first Christmas card ☺
And also when clown fish told me about a bit of an argument with a teacher over zucchini because it is technically (they love that word) a fruit not a vegetable. They then suggested we write to the people who do healthy eating brochures for kids to ask them to give out correct information. I think I heard you say a big "yes" and offer to help them 😆
I hope you get a little bit of a togetherish feeling from that, which is what I get from you a lot. I care a lot about you, as so many here do. You mean lots to us.
Night Phoenix_Rising ☺
