...and here we are again. I have been having a nice day. And now I've just got the following email from my psychologist:
"Hi Phoenix_Rising,
I hope your Friday is going well. Our next appointment will be discussing the neurofeedback situation, and since this is likely to be triggering, I suggest we do this via a phone session. Please le me know your thoughts."
IN WHAT UNIVERSE IS IT A GOOD IDEA TO SEND ME THIS EMAIL AT 3PM ON A FRIDAY. THE PLAN WAS THAT NO ONE WOULD CONTACT RE. THE NEUROFEEDBACK SITUATION BECAUSE I HAVE ZERO SUPPORT HERE AT HOME TO DEAL WITH A MUDDLE. I WAS GOING OK. I WAS PUTTING THE SITUATION OUT OF MY BRAIN UNTIL I SEE (A) ON MONDAY. WHAT COULD POSSIBLY, POSSIBLY HAVE GONE THROUGH HER HEAD TO THINK IT WAS A BRIGHT IDEA TO TELL ME ON FRIDAY AFTERNOON THAT MONDAY'S SESSION IS GOING TO BE TRIGGERING BECAUSE OF THIS SITUATION. IN WHAT UNIVERSE IS THAT HELPFUL???? I WAS COPING JUST FINE AND NOW ONCE AGAIN, I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NOT!!!!!!!!!!
I have emailed A asking her to contact urgently ASAP, but I have no idea if she will. I WAS COPING OK. I was using all my skills to put this muddle out of my mind until Monday. Now what the hell am I supposed to do?????
I can't win. I simply cannot win. This is the psychologist who is supposed to "get" me. This is the psychologist that I feel is in my corner. This is the psychologist I am looking to, to help me. What possible thought process could she have gone through to think that it was a good idea to send me this email on a Friday afternoon knowing that I don't have a single person to turn to until I see her on Monday morning. I can't win! I just can't damn win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@CherryBomb @Former-Member
