Riding a wave

4 degrees overnight, 11 tomorrow and snow down to 500 metres - and no heat - I'll do my best @Former-Member LOL - If you see a frozen little flutterby on the news - give me a wave and hope I can thaw out with my wings intact Night night

Good night Forum Land. Night @Former-Member. Thank you for watching over the ocean tonight.

I am struggling a little tonight. For some reason I feel more alone than normal. I am seeing my turtle whisperer tomorrow morning. I superly duperly hope she can help me unmuddle my muddle a bit more. Sigh...it is such a very big muddle and even though I truly believe it can in theory be unmuddled, I'm not sure that in practice it can be given the very real limitations of time, money etc. Thus I am feeling very alone and hopeless in my muddle tonight.

I think I will bunker down in my underwater cave tonight. Hey @Former-Member and @Former-Member you guys are watching over the ocean tonight aren't you. Do you remember the way to the underwater cave? A thousand miles out from the coast of Forum Land, take a sharp left, and then dive. Hmmm...maybe I need to put those instructions on the thread for the new moderators.

Will you sit with me in my underwater cave...and in my muddle @Former-Member and @Former-Member? Super big thank you for caring about me, and for watching over the ocean tonight.

Good night Forum Land.

Of course we remember the way @Phoenix_Rising. We will sit with you during this muddle and hopefully you can work on it a bit more with the turtle whisperer tomorrow.

For now, both @Former-Member and I are watching over the ocean...

Hi @Phoenix_Rising great directions 🙂

I've been cave diving tonight.

Rest up. NIght 🙂

I feel like I've been squished by a bus and I am super struggling with a wave of suicidal ideation. My turtle whisperer and I were talking about the agonizing reality that I really need some long-term support to unmuddle my muddle...and she is connected with a service where she isn't sure she will be there long-term. And thus we are going to begin the tortuous search for therapist-take-thirteen. I don't know how to do this. I know that it makes more sense to start this search now while I have the support of my turtle whisperer, rather than doing it down the track after she decides to move on. But how do I do this. HOW DO I DO IT???? There is about a one in a billion chance of me finding someone who gets me. I found (K) and I found my turtle whisperer. Both of them truly get me. Both of them could truly help me. And both of them are inaccessible to me. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't know HOW to do this anymore. I super badly want to call it quits right now. I am super super super struggling.

Oh little turtle - I really don't know what to say! So I will just let you know that I hear you, I feel for you and I am sitting here with you @Phoenix_Rising

Hi @Phoenix_Rising,

I know we are new to each other as well - but you have been SO good at letting all of us know who you are and taking us through your beautiful turtle life! With your turtle whisperer by your side and forum land waters to help you move with the waves - I think you can do it! We can cheer you on.

I have found some coconuts in my palm tree - why dont we grab our floaties while the surf is a bit rough and enjoy some yummy coconut juice and you can tell us all what you are up to today? What are some of your favourite things that you could tell that new turtle whisperer about?