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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 So sorry you are also going through this. There is no one out there for me, while needing support. i know how that feels😥

@MissGremlin @Invi @AuntGlow @creative_writer

So sad the system is sick. all because it is containment oriented instead of the support of the ill individual.

Sad but true.

A Way Out Of Depression

How can we have meaning if we don't love self?
life is but a clinging cymbal,
a sounding gong without it.
We become of no importance in the scheme of things,
While love fixes our self image
For love is true
Hide in love for you
and keeping loving
all what is broken
finding the way out,
of this hell hole you have been in.
Loving self true the way of escape.

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@Fluttershy1 it's cool here tonight but I'm feeling rather warm at the moment.

I'm glad you got your diamond painting from mums today. I'm thinking I need to get some more of the smaller ones cos I get overwhelmed by the big ones sometimes.

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@MissGremlin - I got some big ones & small ones which are cool also got stitch ones.

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@Fluttershy1 stitch ones are the best. I've done 2 stitch ones now, one 30×30cm and the other one that i sent the other day which was only a small one.

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That was really cute @MissGremlin, I'm doing more awareness stuff for my workers company.

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I can see you have been sharing some really powerful stuff on depression this week @DownMoreThanUp, thank you. 💛

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@Fluttershy1 wrote:

@AuntGlow - just a safe place to vent and let out how I feel without being judged. I LOVE PITCH PERFECT AND FAT AMY MAKES ME LAUGH EVERY TIME


I hope that we can provide that space for you tonight @Fluttershy1 🥰 I am here to listen to whatever you need to share!

hahaha yes, Rebel Wilson is an icon. 🤩 Do you sing or dance?

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Love doing both @AuntGlow - what about u

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@Fluttershy1 @MoreDownThanUp letting you both know I’m still in the background💖🫂, sorry I wasn’t on much last night, I’m feeling quite burnt out

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@creative_writer @AuntGlow @MissGremlin @DownMoreThanUp @Invi @Jynx @tyme - does it ever stop 3rd time this weekend in ER crying for MH help because I’m struggling so much that they don’t understand I’m ready just to blow up.

nobody understands the pain I’m in.

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