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Does it ever stop

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@Fluttershy1 no they really don't 😂.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Fluttershy1 I’m doing a mental health based course.

What kind of new stuff did you get?

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@MissGremlin- they should be poof gone haha.

@creative_writer - that’s soooo cool

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@creative_writer - watercolour paint, sketch pad, pencil case

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@Fluttershy1 haha i completely agree with you 😂.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Fluttershy1 I really want to be a mental health clinician. I have a long way to go, but I’m taking it at my own pace. Lived experience can be helpful in that space, but it also mean you need to take extra care.

I didn’t know you painted. What do you like painting?

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tymeModerator

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@Fluttershy1 wrote:

@tyme - here you go!

So I’ve just recently gotten gotten diagnosed with ADHD and with my other diagnosis of BPD, C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, Panic and intellectual disability, SPD, DID.

I’m finding it really hard to like self regulation sometimes as I’m just having anger outbursts or I will randomly burst into tears or I don’t know what I’m feeling, it’s just like ahhhh because I know ADHD & BPD overlap and have some of the same symptoms and like I don’t want to be medicated for the ADHD as it will take away my quirks and mellow me out.

i currently like who I am and I’ve tried other medications and they just suppress how I feel or just completely numb out who I am and then I feel like I am a nobody.

I don’t know like which way to go as I also have abandonment issues and trust issues aswell.

im safe

Oh! Yes, I read this post but I wasn't sure of the question.

So are you asking which day to go? And if so, what do you mean?

I just want to clarify so I'm not going off a tangent!

@Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Like do you have any skills on how to cope with the diagnosis’s I have etc. @tyme

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Sorry @MissGremlin - I got really distracted by a peace of plastic hahahaha 😂

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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I like painting anything & everything @creative_writer - it’s whatever comes to mind really.

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