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Does it ever stop

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Nova and I are now playing @Nala2022 - need to keep distracted. She’s got lots of toys

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Nala2022Moderator

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Ok good 😊 @Fluttershy1 she will be a helpful distraction.

I hope as the day goes on, you feel a bit more at ease

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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I’m also chrocheting @Nala2022 - continuing with the baby blanket I’m making, it’s starting to come together. I can’t wait for the finished product!

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Nala2022Moderator

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Oh yay! You'll have to show us when it's finished (if you want too of course). I am so bad at crocheting 😅 @Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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No I definitely will @Nala2022 - this is a few rows in, nova is trying to help lol

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AuntGlowModerator

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@Fluttershy1 wrote:

She sure does with me @AuntGlow - she’s currently asleep in my lap, it’s so cute, it’s helping so much. How are you

Animals are so healing, aren't they? @Fluttershy1 💛

I am well! Very busy, but good. I have been studying, working, and doing some more theatre things too! Have you been singing and dancing lately? 💃🎶

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@AuntGlow - it’s been very quiet here, haven’t wanted to do much as I’m struggling the last 2 days, I’m keeping low key and doing crocheting and watching movies. Still got my supports in place.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Hai @AuntGlow @DownMoreThanUp @MissGremlin @TAB - horrible night here, just hiding out, hanging out with bro, ended in ER earlier.

am safe

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, I'm sorry it's been a horrible night for you. Sitting with you and sending you hugs ❤️

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@MissGremlin - I’ve decided to sleep in the main house with bro and nova tonight, my door won’t close either I got trapped in there overnight so I’ll sleep in the main house until my door is fixed and then I got trapped in the bathroom and they had to break the door to get me outs so not a good night.

landed in ER for intrusive thoughts etc. am safe.

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