Does it ever stop

It’s getting frustrating because I’m trying to ignore it and help myself but it sometimes overpowers. @MissGremlin - making stars and sitting with Perry, but also know I have to make dinner aswell.

@Fluttershy1 Good hearing you are happy with the arrangements. i hope it will work out for you.

Trying to wind down myself so i can catch up on some more sleep.

Hope you sleep well @DownMoreThanUp - I’ll be awake for abit

@Fluttershy1 i understand sweet. Just remember those thoughts and feelings are allowed to be there but they aren't in control of us.

What's on the menu for dinner tonight?

@Fluttershy1 Yes i'm not ready yet either

@MissGremlin - I’m trying to, I had pasta with cheese for dinner, I’m sitting with Perry In my lap and I’m rocking, I’m still making stars.

I feel off tonight, trying to use my skills and they are somehow still keeping me coping. Feeling abit spaced out.

am safe

It’s annoying when that happens @DownMoreThanUp / sometimes I just lay there till I’m asleep

@Fluttershy1 I'm glad you had some pasta with cheese for dinner. It sounds very comforting sweet, I'm making stars while watching TV.

You're doing well sweet, keep going, you've got this ❤️.

I’m trying my best @MissGremlin - I’m doing my stars and on FaceTime to a friend. Just trying to do things hour by hour waiting for my game to also update aswell

The problem has been our Geese. They been keeping me awake durning the day their trumpeting normally that did not matter but now so short on sleep i need to crash when i can. So i ask my wife, fro they are hers, what to do with them. If she could get some help rounding them up and selling them.

But she could not be bothered and told me don't feed them they will go away by themselves then. We have not been talking since.

i have not feed three times now and they are hungry and calling out every 15 20 minutes. Cute during the day not at night. So i might try and see if i can feed them. They are across the dam not sure if the will at night, chicken and fowl wont.Otherwise i could well be up all night from them. Pain. (When my wife stopped feeding her duck years ago it never left till it died years later.)

Difficult time for both we are both snowed under and find it hard to deal with even basic life decisions. Normally my wife is very conscientious about her responsibilities. And her no feeding in retrospect we both knew might not work from her duck.

(they would come in the dark. pain)

i hope you on one ear yourself.