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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 haha not really much different to where I'm from at the moment.

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@Fluttershy1 Gentle hugs

Good on your for your diamond art

I have not been able to log on for a out a week. Too many balls in the air. Take Care of you

@DownMoreThanUp @MissGremlin

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@Appleblossom sending lots of love and hugs sweet ❤️.

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@DownMoreThanUp - thanks you, it’s for a week, don’t have a date yet, but hopefully the wait isn’t too long but it will be good for me you know.

just taking things hour by hour and I seem to be managing some how.

im currently making lucky stars.

am safe

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Interesting @MissGremlin - sorry I ended up going out with a support worker hahaha, I’m now sitting on my bed making lucky stars. Chatting with you guys.

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Thanks for the hugs @Appleblossom - make sure you look after you as well!

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@Fluttershy1 glad you got to go out with support worker. I'm sitting in bed and making stars too.

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I don’t wanna go to sleep early @MissGremlin - not after last night hahaha. So I shall make stars hehe.

trying to ignore and cope with my impulsive thoughts which is quite hard. But I’m coping.

am safe

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@MissGremlin - also got the rest of my ☆ paper delivered so I’m really happy.

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@Fluttershy1 yay for your paper arriving.

I know it's hard to ignore and cope with the impulsive thoughts but you're doing amazing sweet and you're not alone ❤️.

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