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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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I walked to maccas and got a frappee @MissGremlin before I continue on with the diamond art. Needed something different.

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@Fluttershy1 wrote:

@MissGremlin - I’m making pasta for dinner, then I may do some more diamond art to help me stay present.

@tyme - I’m trying my best to stay also out of ER as it isn’t helpful. I’ve been relying on my skills a lot. But I’m getting through.


Thank you for letting us know. Please look after yourself. @Fluttershy1

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I’m trying @tyme - I’m also trying for a PARC admission. Because I think that will help aswell.

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@Fluttershy1 that sounds nice. I'm about to start a new diamond art.

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Oh can I see @MissGremlin - I’m still picking away at mine

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@Fluttershy1 it's a frog the one I'm starting. Don't want to share a pic until it's finished though as the last frog one wasn't working out.

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Ohh exciting @MissGremlin- totally understand

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Helloooo @Fluttershy1! How was your weekend? ✨

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@AuntGlow - very interesting, how has yours been? I’m just doing my diamond art!

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Hai @AuntGlow @Jacques @MissGremlin @SunsetSunrise @MindfulMango @NightHedgehog @tyme @Jynx @Honeymoon @Tolly @Appleblossom @Snowie @Shaz51 @outlander @NightFury @Chasingsunsets @Mustang67 @Zoe7 @Eve7 @Oaktree @MatchaToad @TAB @Taali @Nala2022 @Meowmy @hopeful_hannah - nearly finished my diamond art, just got the head left to do!

 

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