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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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It’s just a lot to choose from because I feel like I get treated like a child in the system if you understand what I mean. @Nala2022 - it’s frustrating

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I hear you, it is frustrating, especially when you’re trying to make decisions about your care and want to feel like you’re being treated as an adult and taken seriously.

I hope you’re able to get a bit more clarity as you sit with it, even if it takes a little time @Fluttershy1

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@Nala2022 - spoke with MH triage and they will have a clinical review tomorrow and they will give me an answer to which one I will go to and how the process is. I just hope it’s the adult one not the youth one. I’ll be sobbing quietly if it is youth. I’ll be very annoyed.

trying to advocate for myself. I was flat out truthful with them and told them everything. She listened and didn’t judge which I was really thankful for.

am safe

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I’m really glad to hear they listened and that you felt heard and not judged, that can make such a big difference when you’re trying to open up about everything that’s going on.

Advocating for yourself and being truly honest is such a big step, especially when it feels stressful and uncertain. I can understand why waiting for the decision feels a bit anxious, especially when you have a preference for the Adult PARC.

I’m glad you’re safe, and I hope tomorrow brings a bit more clarity for you @Fluttershy1 🌻

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Yeah @Nala2022 - I’ll keep you updated on the process. I’m just hoping for the outcome I want. Not the one I don’t want. My emotions have been running crazy. Am safe

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I’ll look forward to hearing an update when you’re able to share @Fluttershy1

Waiting for outcomes like this can be really stressful, especially when you’re hoping for a specific option.

I hear how important it is for you to feel comfortable and supported in the decision. I hope you receive some clarity soon that feels manageable for you.

I’m glad you’re safe.

I’ll be logging off shortly, but I’ll check back in when I’m back online 😊

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Who do we have after @Nala2022 - I just feel like sharing here and others having the same experience is helpful.

am safe

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Hai @MissGremlin @Meowmy @Appleblossom @TAB @AuntGlow - having a quiet evening, doing diamond art. Sitting on the mat. Just about to turn the tv on

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Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, a quiet evening doing diamond art and watching TV sounds perfect.

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@MissGremlin - we have nearly finished the Cheshire Cat. Not sure what we will do next. Take it as it comes I say.

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