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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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I need to go to the kitchen but can’t be bothered, need to fill my water bottle up

@MissGremlin

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@Fluttershy1 oh that's a dilemma. Maybe it can wait for a little bit?

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Yeh, I guess @MissGremlin . It’s a quiet week this week. I like it.

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@Fluttershy1 quiet weeks are good.

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yeah. I think I need it @MissGremlin

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How are you feeling at the moment @Fluttershy1?

Is Perry close by? 🥰

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I’m feel blah @AuntGlow - Perry is on my bed, I’m sitting on my floor doing diamond art. Need to keep the mind busy. It has finally quieted down. It was yelling and screaming earlier.

just also sitting in the quiet aswell.

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Climbed into bed with Perry @AuntGlow @MissGremlin - just winding down for the night I don’t think I’m far off sleep. I’m super tired. Hopefully no nightmares tonight. Haven’t felt this tired in ages. Hopefully my body clock has reset itself after a week of going to bed at stupid o clock.

Am safe

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad you're in bed sweet and I'm really hoping you have a good sleep tonight.

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@MissGremlin - so do I - I slept 15 hours last night. Wonder how many I’ll get tonight

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