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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 sorry to hear that you ended up in the ER sweet. Hope you can get the support you need ❤️.

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@MissGremlin - I’ve been allocated K tonight so we shall see how it goes. Perry has came with me. I feel like trash. I just wanna feel like a normal person.

am safe

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad you have Perry with you. I'm sorry that you feel like trash but I don't think you're abnormal in anyway. We are all different and I don't really believe there's any such thing as normal. Sending you hugs sweet ❤️

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Mhm I guess @MissGremlin - I just did more ☆ paper order hahah, whoops, they fell into my cart. $50 on it hahahah.

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@Fluttershy1 haha but it's something that helps you so I'm glad you've ordered some more.

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I’ve got like over 2000 strips still lmao @MissGremlin

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@Fluttershy1 can never have enough 😂

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No, same with the diamond art @MissGremlin. Did you know you can get paper to put over it instead of the plastic so you can cut it into smaller parts and do the squares. It’s quite good, haven’t received mine yet, but should be here by Monday or Tuesday. It’s non stick but you can put it on top. It will be more helpful than the plastic because then I can do it in smaller bits and not want to do the whole thing

 

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Hai @MindfulMango @NightHedgehog @SunsetSunrise - how are you. Quietly pushing through my night. Sitting in ER waiting for a psych evaluation.

am safe

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@Fluttershy1 haha why am I not surprised that Perry is judging you 😂. I've seen that paper but haven't used it myself. I cut the plastic and work on little bits at a time. If you scroll back through my thread you'll see the diamond art i finished tonight, just be mindful of reading posts there as they can be triggering.

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