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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 i was making some last night. Need to find some containers for them when I'm out tomorrow.

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@MissGremlin - you should get a big clear container hahaha. That would be cool. Where have you got them at the moment

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@Fluttershy1 I've got some little jars but the others are in zip lock bags.

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Mine are now going in zip lock bags @MissGremlin - I’ve run out of jars. Going to get a clear container a big one hahah

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@Fluttershy1 well I'll be hunting for containers or jars tomorrow, will see what I can find. Love how we both resorted to the zip lock bags 😂

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I was like hmmm what can I use @MissGremlin - and I was like, zip lock bags. They are handy

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@Fluttershy1 they are definitely handy. If i find anything tomorrow I'll send you pics.

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Yesss please do, I just did some glow in the dark stars. They are so cool @MissGremlin

 

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@Fluttershy1 oohhhi love the glow in the dark stars. I have them too ☺️

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They are so pretty, I ended in ER @MissGremlin - my head got so loud I just didn’t feel safe within myself.

Had been using my skills but was getting frustrated.

am safe

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