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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 sorry to hear sweet. Hope they can help you.

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@MissGremlin - hopefully, I’m just gunna be open and honest with them. Because how else am I gunna get better: at least I’m getting better care than the morning.

Am safe

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Quietly sobbing again didn’t she T @MissGremlin - saw V instead. She told me if I go back I won’t be having another assessment etc. oh well. I’m going to bed. I’m shutting everyone out for the night.

am safe

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@Fluttershy1 I'm sorry it doesn't go as planned sweet. I hope you can get some sleep and that you're feeling better tomorrow. Sending hugs ❤️.

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I just wanted the person that understand me. @MissGremlin - it’s not going that way at all.

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@Fluttershy1 I'm sorry sweet.

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Oh well @MissGremlin - I’ll go back after midnight.

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@Fluttershy1 why don't you try to get some sleep sweet, you're not well at the moment and that really doesn't help our mental health. Can you try to get comfy in bed, put your star projector on and snuggle up with Perry?

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Done some crying that helped @MissGremlin - I’m laying on my bed with Perry making stars. Can’t sleep yet. I sorta kicked off at L and I called back and apologised to her because it was a phone call. I wanna just feel better. I’m safe.

feeling a tad bit better, I think I’ll fall asleep soon

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Hi @AuntGlow @NightHedgehog @SunsetSunrise - having a tough night so now laying in bed watching tv and making stars. Hanging around here.

am safe

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