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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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Hey @MissGremlin - how’s your day been?

I’ve already been in ER didn’t want to see A so I ended up walking out and telling her to leave me alone and that I didn’t want to see her and all that. I’m not doing great today mentally.

back home doing diamond art, I’ll go back later if needed. I was asleep so early last night.

am safe.

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Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, I'm sorry that you're not doing great mentally today. I hope it helps to do some diamond art, I've just grabbed mine to try to do some.

I'm not myself today and having a day in bed snuggled up with Casper.

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I’m sitting on my floor with my music up loud doing my diamond art @MissGremlin - Perry is on my bed

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@Fluttershy1 sounds perfect to me. I have Casper on my bed with me.

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probably will end up back in ER @MissGremlin - just hoping A has left, she really triggered me

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@Fluttershy1 sorry to hear that she triggered you sweet. Hope that if you do go you can get the support you need.

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I’ll wait till E & L are on which will be after 10:30pm. Trying to focus on my diamond art. Wanting to feel better @MissGremlin

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@Fluttershy1 Sorry to hear antibiotics are doing a bad job on you.

Sometimes antihistamines work from these type of reactions, the sleepy ones can also help calm down. Altho i found they can not really be used regularly, for the sleepy ones are not designed to be and back fire after just a few days.

i hope things ease a little for you.🤗

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@DownMoreThanUp - I can’t use the sleepy ones as they do the opposite for me.

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@MissGremlin - back in ER waiting for T & L to start as that’s who’s on overnight I’m just not doing great mentally so I’m here in ER sitting here. I’m gunna be patient this time though.

am safe

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