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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 hiding in bed sounds safe and comfy.

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@Fluttershy1 i made paper boats 😂.

 

Biggest one is made with an A4 sheet. To put it into perspective here's the smallest on my thumb nail 😂

 

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Hahahahaa @MissGremlin - I love it!

she’s still on the phone and I can hear her, she’s doing my head in

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@Fluttershy1 i can imagine that would be really hard sweet. Hoping you can get some rest soon.

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Overstimulated, crying, rocking, trying to regulate @MissGremlin - got Perry. Am safe

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@Fluttershy1 i can understand why you are overstimulated sweet, you are doing well at trying to regulate. I'm glad you have Perry with you.

I'm sitting on my lounge, I'm not tired.

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I’m wrecked, even though I slept most of the day @MissGremlin - I think it’s catching up lol

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@Fluttershy1 it definitely catches up to us. I'm hoping your house mate stops talking on the phone soon so you can sleep.

I made another smaller one, I had to use tweezers 😂. It's literally like 1cm long 😂

 

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I’m dosing off as we are talking @MissGremlin - that’s funny. I’ll chat with you when I wake up. I’m safe

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@Fluttershy1 night night sweet ❤️

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