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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@AuntGlow - I am hoping so, there is yelling still going on and I’m trying to block it out. But yeah. I’m cuddling with Perry.

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@Fluttershy1 I'm really glad she took the time to connect with you sweet. It's so good when someone takes the time to listen and understand you.

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She said if I needed her overnight to ring MH triage and she will answer @MissGremlin

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@Fluttershy1 that's good that you've got that option if you need it sweet.

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@MissGremlin - yeah E is a lovely person, she’s very understanding she has a motherly figure towards me just like T does

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@Fluttershy1 i made an origami infinity star, it's like a fidget toy.

   

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That would be cool @MissGremlin - I haven’t been able to see the pictures yet, I’m sitting here rocking, she’s in her room on her phone yelling

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That’s cool @MissGremlin - how long did that take?

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@Fluttershy1 about 10 minutes. It was relatively quick to make and a bit of fun to play with.

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That’s soooo cool @MissGremlin - Perry and I are hiding in bed.

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