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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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I don’t know I am a mess, I’m half dissociated and I wanna just idk. Don’t have words @MissGremlin -

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@Fluttershy1 I'm here with you sweet. We can give it a try if you like, there's no pressure but I'm here to help however I can.

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@MissGremlin - thanks sweet, I am just so lost.

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@Fluttershy1 i hear you sweet. That lost feeling is tough, but you're not alone, we are here for you always ❤️.

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@MissGremlin - I’m like blah, I just wanna hide. I’m scared I’m gunna land in ER.

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@Fluttershy1 what can we do to avoid that happening sweet? Have you got Perry with you, maybe some music or the TV on?

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@MissGremlin - idk, I’m sitting in the kitchen ready to cry and just yeh. My head is so loud.

im just yeh

hi @Jynx - how are you

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@Fluttershy1 oh sweet, I'm sorry things are so loud right now. Let's see if we can quieten things down a bit. Did you buy anything when you went to the shops today?

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Yeh @MissGremlin - bought new doona cover and a dot colour book

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@Fluttershy1 oohh nice, does the doona have a picture on it or a pattern?

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