Just need some friends

I had to start dismantling my garden, which has been heartbreaking, as it was one of my safe spaces.

I will most likely have to find a unit that will not house the amount of plants that I have.

Sort of waiting until I get back to work so I can collect boxes to start packing.

@__Argyle__ What kind of private music teaching? It can be a very gradual process establishing a studio. I do a bit of music but not a lot of teaching at the moment.

@FracturedBeing Moving house is hard. I moved a lot early in life, and I dig down into my garden these days. I hope you can find a place with enough space for your plants. I love that you wrote "I generally lead a very analogue life." Me too... at least I consciously discuss the differences between analogue and digital, and try and keep a lot of my life off devices, except I have spent a lot of time on the forum over a decade!

@papermoon @Shaz51 @Mustang67 @tyme

I often felt closer to the animals. When I felt I was making small talk. I couldn't get motivated or do it. I also was in a lot of people pleasing. Doing work on my shadow side has helped change things for me. Somehow I am talking more straight from my heart, and it seems to go over better. Its weird. Somehow I had to be able access the good the bad and the ugly. Maybe it has been unmasking, I am not sure, I can look at thinkgs through a range of lenses. Am I aspee or skitzee?? It is CPTSD. Just hooman.

Yes different therapies can suit different people. I also have had enuff toxic positivity. Genuine is fine. I dont want to bring others down. Hearing you also about wholistic approaches. I try and do things on a shoestring.

When it

Hi @tyme thanks for checking in. I haven’t been well, trying to get to the bottom of some long running physical health stuff, been largely bedridden as of late. It’s been very hot where I am which hasn’t helped much.

I did manage to get out and try some sound healing, which was quite an incredible experience. Definitely felt some energies shift.

@FracturedBeing I’m so sorry. I just read that you have to move and go back to work at the same time.

As if waking up with panic attacks isn’t enough.

I feel for you. I really do.

Sitting with you @FracturedBeing @papermoon ,

It sounds like a very challenging time for you both at the moment.

I hope you feel less alone by connecting on the forums.

Know that we care.

Hi @tyme

yes absolutely I do. Very grateful for the kindness, compassion, advice and solidarity I’ve found here.

I hope you’re having a good day