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Talking through trauma and PTSD

The me no one knows - SI warning

The me no one knows - SI warning

I’ve made this space to have somewhere safe to talk and share things.

to chat with every one who has shown concern about and for me.

I have spent almost all my life masking, from as far back as primary school (possibly younger).

almost no one knows the real me. Not sure if I even know the real me.

my past is filled with lots of darkness. People I’ve tried to speak with during my life either don’t believe me or don’t want to know

@AlwaysMyself @Bunniekins @Captain24 @Cuddlebear @rav3n @Jynx

hiding behind the mask pretending nothing is wrong. Putting on brave face whilst inside I’m a shattered pieces. Feeling lost and completely alone. No one wants anything to do with me. Relatives only contact when they want something. Going to bed every night hoping to never wake again

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Early 20’s, first overseas trip. @tyme As part of a ‘youth gathering’ in NZ, small group of us Aussies got opportunity to go over and be part of it.

wonderful experience. We were there for approx 2 weeks and celebrated New Year’s Eve Kiwi style. Group of approx 60 late teens to early 20’s plus few adults did bus tour of NZ prior to the gathering. Slept in scout halls on the floor, showers were in swimming pools. 😆

Almost 2 entire weeks the entire group without any footwear. Came back to Australia and found concrete and asphalt hotter than had been gotten used to

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Re: The me no one knows - SI warning

Hahaha @Flutterbug9 ,

What an experience!

I guess you 'found your feet'?

What'd you get up to today?

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Support button on the fritz @Flutterbug9 !

Ahh right unit letterboxes 😊. Makes sense too.

Ouchy stones/pebbles without shoes.

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Little bit of housework, too warm to do a lot @tyme

drafted a letter to a person I’m seeking help from regarding a distant family matter

watched couple of movies on TV whilst giving my cats my time

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Pretty chill day then - in the not very chilly weather! @Flutterbug9

Nice to hear you could spend time with your cats 🙂

Hope you get the help you are looking for in terms of the distant family member.

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One job for today was to change the sheets.

Sheets, pillowcases all got a wash and are dry.

fresh sheet and doona sets sitting on the bed since late morning.

guess what I’ll be doing tomorrow morning. 😂 😂

@tyme @AlwaysMyself @Jynx @MissGremlin @Ru-bee @AuntGlow @Cuddlebear

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Re: The me no one knows - SI warning

@Flutterbug9 well done for getting them washed sweet. Making the bed again is a whole challenge in itself 😂

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See what happens tomorrow. Only thing definite is going to watch movie The Choral at cinema where I live. @MissGremlin

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@Flutterbug9 oohhh going to the cinema to watch a movie sounds fun, hope you enjoy it ☺️

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@MissGremlin @Captain24 @Cuddlebear

you are never too much 💜🤗

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